This post is not a rant, just a reflection on many things I've seen over the course of this week: Social media posts from librarians who are really struggling with staff/administrators, messages from my mentees who are frustrated with treatment at their schools, Chicago Public Schools Librarians who are fighting for full reinstatement of library positions throughout the district, and clueless comments about why do we need school librarians. *Sigh.... Plus, I'm an introvert and it's hard to really get me to verbally share my 'true' feelings when I'm not disrespected, angry or threatened. I express myself best through writing because I learned a long time ago, people will forget what you have said, but will always refer to what you have written.
I cannot tell you how many times I have heard the above statement from staff and administration while serving as a library media specialist. Often times this it is made from a unknowing perspective. Sometimes it is a fear of trying something new and it can also be a blatant disregard that the school library program has changed and evolved over time. The statement, "we've always done it this way," means to me people want to remain in a 'safe space' where they can predict outcomes and not work any harder/longer/more efficiently than they had in the past and a recorded excuse for not 'rocking the boat' with the staff.
While it is the job of the library media specialist to educate all within the learning community about our programming, skills and services we provide, I am also critical of our partners in education. I've worked with educators who initially refused to view or use the library program as it should. Those who refused to, 'Move Their Cheese,' and trust the judgment of the library media specialist, viewing them as a 'second rate' or 'not a REAL teacher,' in the building. Challenges ranging from programming, to curriculum support, lack of access to IEP's to properly support students, use of space and yes, professional babysitting services. Yes I said it! When I've reached my limit of the foolery, I get really quiet...that's when you should be concerned if you work with me.
I belong to a number of professional listserves and social media groups where the above is shared. You can feel the frustration and sometimes anguish library media specialists tolerate daily. Let me be clear, our challenges should not be viewed no less than a classroom teacher's challenges. We share frustration, anger and sadly burnout, and our issues are different but the feelings are definitely mutual. Respect is the important factor here, we may not understand exactly what everyone is experiencing, but we need to respect each other's roles and efforts.
I have so many ideas to share and test out, but sometimes hesitant. My fear is I won't be taken seriously and my efforts will be disregarded. It's a fear that I will hear that statement, "we've always done it this way." This is something I need to continually work on professionally because some of these ditched ideas could have a great and positive impact on the school community. Change is essential. It makes us better, it makes us stronger. Change can be good, it can be productive and in education has the opportunity to reach the learner in ways we never imagined. Continually reverting back to bad habits and practices of the past is detrimental and prevents all of us from moving past GO!
So this post was really loaded with allot of #KC_SaidIt - isms and is based off of over 20 years of observations. So you nay-sayers, give me a break, you haven't walked in my shoes. I'm coming up on my teaching anniversary on November 1st and you can't help but reflect on your practice. I've experienced allot and seen allot, so that alone gives me the foundation on which I speak on today.
Until next time!
This is such a great read, you said it perfectly!
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